Twas the night before the release of American Gangsta Trap Queens: Season 4…

And y’all, it’s your girl Sharita Mona, and I’m on episode FOUR.

I can’t even lie—this is surreal. I don’t even have the words. I’m speechless. I’m blown away. I’m grateful.

I can’t believe I’m about to sit down and watch my whole life play out on screen. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t nervous. I’m anxious. I have no idea what to expect.

What I’m most curious about is…how I was perceived by the production team. You know, you sit down, you tell them your truth, your past, your pain, your wins—and then they take all that and build a story. And now I get to see it from their lens. They dug all the way back—from birth to now. So yeah, I’m wondering… how do I show up?

All the promo has been dropping, and we’re gearing up for press. And I keep having these little moments like—this is really my life.

But tonight, I’m choosing something different.

Instead of downplaying myself like I used to do…I’m standing fully in celebration. I’m choosing to honor this moment, because it’s big. It’s once in a lifetime. And yet…it’s just the beginning. This might be my first, but trust—it won’t be the last.

I’m thankful. I’m ready. I’m still healing. But I’m also walking proof that you can reclaim your life, rebuild, and rebrand yourself—no matter how far you’ve fallen.

I’m proud that my family, my friends, and my community got to be part of this. This isn’t just my win—it’s ours.

So yeah…

TOMORROW.

It’s UP. 🎬

American Gangsta Trap Queens Season 4

Streaming on BET+

Catch Episode 4 — that’s ME.